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A Day And Forever
04:07
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A day and forever ago
You told me it was done
Jumped headfirst into a volcano
Too close to the sun
And I could see your beautiful wings
The colors created
Sweat and other watery things
Now evaporated
And wherever it’s taken you to
I'm sure I'll never know
The last word I ever heard from you
Was a day and forever ago
A year and forever away
You gain some perspective
Not saying I’m completely ok
Just a bit more objective
Things that we both actually said
In moments so heated
Made me know this friendship was dead
Love was depleted
Any chance of working it out
I can’t honestly say
The last I felt anything but doubt
Is a year and forever away
People get mad and people can change
People forgive and people can grow
A little bit sad and a little bit strange
But it’s almost nobody I know
Including myself
Oh I’m not above it
Of this kind of crime I’m the worst kind of culprit
‘Cause I don’t forget and I hardly forgive
Got to admit
It’s a weird way to live
A day and forever ago
A day and forever ago
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Breathe
04:05
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Empty house filled with dread
Dirty louse in a guilty bed
Oh no
To live in fear – it's a crime
Staying here is a waste of time
Oh yeah
Lonely rooms and vacant stares
Broken dreams and idle hands
He never understands or cares
When your heart's too heavy for your head
Remember what your mama said and breathe
Breathe
Rent passed due with a baby cryin’
Some days you just feel like dyin’
Oh yeah
Put your faith in the universe
You ain’t safe here with this stupid jerk
No way
No way
Wish that I could make you see
You’re a slave and not a wife
This way of life’s nowhere to be
Captive in a smoky zoo
Nothing real and no one true
Choking till your face is blue
Let me take you somewhere you can breathe
You can breathe
Lonely rooms and vacant stares
Broken dreams and idle hands
He never understands or cares
When your heart's too heavy for your head
Remember what your mama said
Captive in a smoky zoo
Nothing real and no one true
Choking till your face is blue
Let me take you somewhere you can breathe
You can breathe
You can breathe
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Elvis (Not)
03:45
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Never had the guts to light the fireworks routine
No one got to see them in the sky
Never found the nerve to sing about those eyes so green
Another year went slowly sulking by
You got the lip
That’s about it
Who the hell you think you are making someone wait?
Said it was cool but you were full of shit
Falling way too short of Elvis
Way too short of Elvis
Falling way too short of Elvis
Trying to relate
Never said you had the gig or made you any kind of promise
That’s the way it works with deals on spec
Crucifying someone being kind instead of honest
Surest sign somebody’s a train wreck
You got the lip
And that’s about it
Who the hell you think you are making someone wait?
Said it was cool but you were full of shit
Falling way too short of Elvis
Way too short of Elvis
Falling way too short of Elvis
Trying to create
You made me wait a real long time
Punishment don’t fit the crime
If you don’t already know it I am done
Down and dirty by the dozen
Man I gotta tell ya cousin
All that 3rd grade whining isn’t my idea of fun
Apologies are lost on you and damn it so are prayers
You don’t believe in either one apparently
Crying like a brat whose bottle just fell down the stairs
Nobody cares but me and that’s the fucking irony
You got the lip
And that’s about it
Who the hell you think you are making someone wait?
Said it was cool but you were full of shit
Falling way too short of Elvis
Way too short of Elvis
Falling way too short of
Trying to create
Trying to create
Trying to create
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Faith In You
03:48
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Faith in people
Faith in love
Faith in a power below and above
Faith in the woman
Faith in the man
Faith that most humans do what we can
Faith that the mother will always take care
Those who misjudge her had better beware
Faith that we’re gonna work differences out
Faith that acceptance is stronger than doubt
But I gotta be honest cousin
Gotta tell it to you true
All your fightin’ and your fussin’
I don’t have much faith in you
Faith in the music
Faith in the art
Faith that the mind can make peace with the heart
Faith in the soul
Faith in the voice
Faith that the kindness is always the choice
Faith that the team gonna take it back someday
Faith in the moment I’ll know what to play
Faith in response you will know what to sing
Faith that most people do the right thing
But I gotta be honest cousin
Gotta tell it to ya true
When it comes to trustin’ someone
I don’t have much faith in you
You’d think you’d be awake by now and found yourself a clue
But all this time you’ve wasted now
I don’t have much faith in you
In you
In you
In you
And who knows you could prove me wrong
I really hope you do
As far as getting down with me
I don’t have much faith in you
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Just Another Hurt
04:00
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I think about you constantly
I sink without you next to me
And though I want to be what we’ve begun
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
We come together sexually
On most things we mostly agree
And who knows you might even be the one
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
I’ve climbed this mountain here
I’ve seen the top
And every lover’s carousel comes to a stop
It’s quite a feeling up there
It’s quite a drop
You won’t call again tonight
I’m right and I’ll be proven right
And frankly this just isn’t worth the fun
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
I’ve climbed this mountain here
I’ve seen the top
And every lover’s carousel comes to a stop
It’s quite a feeling up there
It’s quite a drop
You won’t call again tonight
I’m right and I’ll be proven right
And frankly this just isn’t worth the fun
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
And frankly this just isn’t worth the fun
You’re just another hurt when all is said and done
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6. |
No Answer From Joe
03:55
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Now it ain’t gonna watch itself
I’m banging on the ceiling
Hoping he might join us for some late night casual viewing
If it were someone else up there yeah
You’d get the feeling
They’d recognize the deal and drop whatever they were doing
But there’s no answer from Joe
Once a week like clockwork I would call when I was driving
One in four he’d pick up and indulge my conversation
He’d start humming to himself and I swear even that was funny
Guess that’s why whenever I would call him
There would usually be no answer from Joe
No answer from Joe
Always reached out even though
So as usual I’m calling once a week that January
I know he’s been out of sorts and feeling kinda lonely
What really brought him down was he was happiest in winter
For some reason that year it just never got that snowy
I knew something was off that day but I just let it be
Figuring I’d get him on the phone eventually
It had always been that way
There was something different though
That fourth time in a row that I decided I would call
And there was no answer from Joe
No answer from Joe
Still ain’t gonna watch itself
I’ve got it on record now
You know you gotta watch the end of BCS from the beginning
He liked it but he always said Breaking Bad was better
The real kick in the ass is both the Mets and Yanks are winning
I admit getting through this life ok can be a task
Still got all these questions now but one less friend to ask
Looking round this crazy world
One thing that I know
The next ten thousand times or so I reach out in the silence
There’ll be no answer from Joe
No answer from Joe
Yeah every day I miss him so
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Nowhere Further Ever
02:57
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That pride of yours runs deep
Like old hatred in the south
Sometimes I can’t believe the filth coming out your mouth
Now you’re down and out
And missed your ride aboard that train
When it passes by you you’ll have no one else to blame
So if there is a hell
Hell you might as well just go there
And say hello to all the folks you may already know there
Keep poisoning that garden nothing good’ll ever grow there
This stubborn road you’re walking down leads
Ever further nowhere
Tried to help you out
You were stuck in such a jam
Crash and burn and never learn
‘Cause you don’t really give a damn
You’d rather cut your nose to spite your face then compromise
Well it ain’t working out that way and you refuse to realize
So if there is a hell
Hell you might as well just go there
And say hello to all the folks you may already know there
Keep poisoning that garden nothing good’ll ever grow there
This heavy load you’re talking down leads
Ever further nowhere
Everything I said or tried to do for you you fought me
If time has taught me anything that’s fine
I really don’t know what your problem seems to be exactly
All I know is it’s no longer mine
One man’s prophecy is coming true
And now it looks as though the lessons that they teach us
Are just good lies
Never once in history were the people banning books
Erasing words or trying to breach the truth the good guys
That pride of yours runs deep
Like old hatred in the south
Sometimes I can’t believe the filth that’s coming out your mouth
Now you’re down and out
And missed your ride aboard that train
When it passes by you you’ll have no one else to blame
So if there is a hell
Hell you might as well just go there
And say hello to all the folks you may already know there
Keep poisoning that garden nothing good’ll ever grow there
This stubborn road you’re walking down leads
Ever further nowhere
Amen!
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8. |
The Air Through My Hands
04:18
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Now and then I imagine you call
And tell me you’ve been lost without me
You say men just don’t know you at all
And I’m the only one who can really see
You say, “I’ve got to have you tonight
And I don’t care who knows it.”
You say, “Yeah, I’ve got to have you alright.”
Just then the merciless wind blows it away
And you disappear in fading strands
You vanish like the air through my hands
I found a birthday card you made for me
From paper and love and ink
It said, “I love you endlessly.”
What an amazing thing to think
When I picture your face in my mind
I have to admit that anger swells
When I think of how you left me behind
I have to fight off the funeral bells
I know
You could never love someone who never understands
So you vanish like the air through my hands
Am I dreaming when I hear you say
“Come to me tonight and love me like you used to”?
Am I crying when I hear you say
“We could never be together like we used to”?
You tell me
Now and then I imagine you call
And tell me you’ve been lost without me
You say men just don’t know you at all
And I’m the only one who could ever see
You say, “I’ve got to have you tonight
And I don’t care who knows it.”
You say, “Yeah, I’ve got to have you alright.”
Just then the merciless wind blows it away
And you disappear in fading strands
You vanish like the air through my hands
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Too Many Days
04:30
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What do you get for the love you give?
A ring that says remember me
What do you get for the days you live?
A bunch of days you will never see again
Too many days I can’t remember
Too many days I long to forget
The weather says it’s summer but my soul says it’s December
And I haven’t gotten over winter yet
Who ever sang love will never end?
I’d like to rearrange his song
Whoever sang love will never end
Was in the end
Wrong again
Too many days I can’t remember
Too many days I long to forget
The weather says it’s summer but my soul says it’s December
And I haven’t gotten over winter yet
What do I do now that you’ve found
Someone who’s better than me?
Guess there’s no use
Sticking around
Trying to make you see
That I love you
And always will
No matter what you do
No matter what you do
What do you get for the love you give?
A ring that says remember me
What do you get for the days you live?
A bunch of days you will never see again
Too many days I can’t remember
Too many days I long to forget
The weather says it’s summer but my soul says it’s December
And I haven’t gotten over winter yet
Too many days I can’t remember
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10. |
Two Best Men
04:43
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The deal was signed in ’99
Family looking on
Your two best men both in line
Never thought by now they’d both be gone
Unreachable, unteachable
Jack is now Jacqueline
You’d think with all that estrogen
Coursing through those veins
This better female version would’ve been
More open to change
Sadly you’d be wrong
Some things go too long
So you move on
Your two best men gone
Your two best men and you remember when
They would each be there no matter what
If I had told you then you’d never see either again
You would have punched me out and said
Shut your fucking mouth
Proud and loyal
Loud and royal
William was always a soldier
No matter the task or what was asked
He never ever once told you no
Oh the deep conviction
From somewhere up above
It all came into question though
When he desperately announced he was in love
How do you respond?
A breaking of the bond
How do you move on?
Your two best men gone
Gone
Gone
No shield on the battlefield
Company’s out of range
They’re both beside you and neither yield
This is the dream that never changes
Was it disloyalty?
Was it treason?
Was it betrayal that ruled the day?
Feverishly searching through the dream for a reason
Sometimes life just gets in the way
I know that ain’t much compensation
And it doesn’t erase the past
Seems certain relationships
Aren’t necessarily built to last
Still you’re here in the weeds
The battle raging on
Just trying to figure out how to proceed with your
Two best men gone
Just trying to figure out how to proceed with your
Two best men gone
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You're Busy
05:52
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Been calling you today
But you’re busy
The paintings and the creatures and the flowers
Been falling through the day
But you’re busy
The rainbows and the sunshine and the showers
And somewhere there above me
I know deep down you love me
You’re always thinking of me
But you’re busy
All filled up with sorrow
But you’re busy
The opportunities are endless
I’ll call again tomorrow
You’ll be busy
Utter creativity so boundless
But struggling here below you
I wish that I could show you
We all want to know you
But you’re busy
You set it all in motion
And some would argue that’s more than enough
Dropped here on the ocean
Every possible emotion
I get the notion that the rest is up to us
The rest is up to us
I won’t ever stop calling
But you’re busy
The mountains and the rivers and the canyons
Sometimes it’s appalling
But you’re busy
The planets and the stars as your companions
And nothing here is above you
And I know deep down I love you
Always thinking of you
But you’re busy
You’re busy
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